31st July - Weigh In Day

Im rapt that is a huge weightloss - but Im naughty and a little dissapointed because I thought it might have been a bit more, I know that is terrible its just that the first week I lost 2.7kgs and didnt do a lot of exercise and didnt stick to it 100% - well this week I have done an UNBELIVABLE amount of exercise like hard out exercise and stuck with the good food ALL week, but I shouldnt complain because 2.1 is still a massive loss!

West out for tea tonight for a friends birthday, shes hitting 25 and a little worried about it - lol Im telling her not to worry - Im 26 this year and that to me feels old because I cant say early 20's anymore! Lol. Anyway theres 5 of us going out for tea and its 3 of the other girls that are going to Aussie so that should be good to see how it all goes. We wont really talk about it though because it wont be fair on Shanelle as shes the only one going tonight thats not going. So update on the night - there was the 3 of us that was all lol. And Shanelle came later so yeah, never mind was still fun! Liv, Choni and I talked about Aussie for a bit when it was just us 3 so that worked out good. I had nachoes - but only the snack size - and I didnt even eat them all! So I was proud. Had a cocktail though - oh well. Felt good at the time, but man later on I could tell Id eaten crap food!

Weightloss chart updated:

12th June - 90kgs
19th June - 87.8kgs - Loss 2.2kgs - Total loss 2.2kgs
26th June - 86.3kgs - Loss 1.5kgs - Total loss 3.7kgs

3rd July - 84.6kgs - Loss 1.7kgs - Total loss 5.4kgs
10th July - 83.9kgs - Loss .700gms - Total loss 6.1kgs

17th July - 83.7kgs - Loss .200gms - Total loss 6.3kgs
24th July - 83.5kgs - Loss .200gms - Total loss 6.5kgs

31st July - 81.4kgs - Loss 2.1kgs - Total loss 8.6kgs

30th July - Im buggered

Excuse the face in the 3rd one lol a bird had just flew over me!

I am absolutly buggered! But so excited about weigh in day tomorrow because Ive been SO good!

Had a great game of indoor netball tonight, was getting pushed around HEAPS, until the second half where I was like stuff this and fought back type thing and I got the better of her haha. We won by 5 in the end whoop whoop.

So I want something cool and funky to wear on the plane to Australia, my cool funky hip cousin (hi Kirst, who I'll show this blog to when Im over there) It needs to be something warm leaving Christchurch obviously at 5am it will be COLD! But warm enough that I can take the jacket/top whatever off when I get there. Hmmm ideas?

Photos are from when Dean and I were in Sydney last year in November, I think Im pretty much at the same weight now as then. So going off the photos of what I took last week, do you think Im about the same, or bit bigger now? Or?

29th July - Skin

Left taken few weeks ago, right taken today - see a difference?

I think my skin is actually starting to really improve yah! I think that the new cream I am using is really helping, you know that one that has been advertised HEAPS in the magazines? Aveno or something? Well Im using that moisteriser and I swear its working.

Turned up to training last night ready for a full on fitness training for 30 minutes then a game - well we had 4 people turn up great. We have 9 in our team and we had 4. One is in Ireland though so thats ok, one had a torn muscle so guess we can forgive her lol, one has an injury from last week but could have played, she turned up late, but the coach didnt want her to risk playing and not be available for Saturday and one text an hour before we started saying that she couldnt get to training tonight because her Mums sick - great. Oh and one was going to be 30 minutes late because she was working.

Anyway was an ok game with 4 people lol - well in the end we had 5 because we got a ring in and shes playing for us Saturday too.

I did my 15 burpies, 30 star jumps and 30 situps x 5 yesterday again - Ive done it every week day since last Thursday - Im so proud of myself! And also last night I did my 100 situps on top of all that.

Feeling REALLY good! YAH!

28th July - Day from hell

I am SO over my job today. Well not my job but just a couple of bands, man do people have no loyalty or what?! Arrrrrgghhh just really angry and over some bands - more dissapointed I guess.

Anyway moving on to brighter and better things!

Did MORE fitness training tonight and shuttle runs. But Brooke and I were so buggered, I think we might be over doing it a bit. We have decided to only do it Monday and Fridays now, because that way we will do it Monday, have netball training Wednesday and then again on Friday.

So my fitness training now is going to go like this:
Monday - Fitness with Brooke shuttle runs etc
Tuesday - Rest day (Will still do 15 Burpies, 30 sit ups, 30 star jumps 5 x a day)
Wednesday - Netball training
Thursday - Netball
Friday - Fitness with Brooke shuttle runs etc
Saturday - Netball
Sunday - Rest day (Will still do 15 Burpies, 30 sit ups, 30 star jumps 5 x a day)

Soooo how does that look?

Did my 200 situps today again! I actually think Im starting to see a difference in my tummy!

Dean wants me to go with him to Oamaru after netball this week, but Im a little worried about leaving Duffy on her own, shes so dependant on us and sleeps IN my bed with us and gets up when Dean goes to work then waits for me in the lounge, when I get up and go in there she does this happy meow type thing! Its so cute. But yeah she is only nearly 5 months old and been with us nearly 2 months - what do you think? I would obviously leave plenty of food etc for her - but I dont know Im worried and dont want to do it. Tys was ok because he was older and even though he loved us heaps etc, Duffy is a lot younger and a lot more affectionate etc. Hmm. Dean thinks Im using it as an excuse not to go - but thats not the case at all! What do you guys think.

27th July - 4 weeks to go

Exactly 4 weeks to go today - and Im so excited. Its starting to hit home now!

Its funny because the day before I go to Aussie Dean and I are in Auckland for the weekend - I keep forgetting because Im so excited about going to Aussie - Im more excited about getting my Wii than going to Pink! Haha.

Brooke (hi hun) and I went down and did MORE shuttle runs, fitness training etc tonight. We did another hour and man was I buggered!

Starting to feel good now though!

26th July - Nothing day

Just got emailed this - so tempted!

What did I do today really?! Well Mum and Dad came around for brunch and we watched the All Blacks.

That was seriously all I did for today - I went and got groceries and did my sit ups but that was about it! Lol.

Watched the final of the netball was a good game, I thought the Vixons would have won they have been in outstanding form.

Did another 200 situps today! 100 in the morning and then 100 at night.

Was good food wise so Im feeling confident for Fridays weigh in!

25th July - AF arrived

Man how curly is my hair getting!

OMG AF arrived this morning at 5am and man it was painful, I woke up in agony had a shower and nurofen and that seemed to help a bit, so went back and had a snuggle in bed with Duffy for a couple of hours (couldnt snuggle into Dean, Duffy wasnt having a bar of it little monkey).

We lost netball again - Lol what the heck is going on?!

Oh well it was a good game though, we were down by 10 going into the last quarter and with just over 2 minutes to go we were within 3 but then lost by 6 damn it! I wont go on - dont want to bore E lol.

We went to one of Dean's clients mid winter Christmas function tonight, it was so nice of them to ask us! It was a country themed night had a DJ and hay bales there etc was good fun. It was so funny they had these games that we had to do - egg and spoon race, three legered race and a chair driving race - man it was funny. You went into groups of 6 and then paired off, Dean and I were together and man we sucked lost every game hahaha. The chair one was the funniest, one person was the pusher and one was on the chair and you started at the start line and had to go up and down the isles then you stopped and had to swap places race out to this cone and then come back to the start and Dean had such a good head start on everyone - but I totally stuffed it up when I was pushing him lol I took the cone to short and then went way wide was not good haha. But man it was hard doing it in jeans that were falling down AND high heels! Was a good night. They had a spit roast for tea too which was yummy.

All in all a good day!

Had a really good day eating wise today so Im proud of myself!

24th July - 4.3kg comparison shots

Notice any difference? I do! YAH!

So there is 4.3kgs between these 2 photos and 5 weeks (imagine what it could have been if I had of actually stuck to the plan for the last 3 weeks)!

Now I have decided to change weigh in day to a Monday - because I am going on a Monday so I thought maybe it would be better. SO I have 4.5 weeks - and 5.5kgs to go! I think though that my goal will be to get into 78 "something" I am still aiming for 78 though!

I WANT THAT WII!!!

24th July - Weigh in day!

Ok so a loss is a loss but I am dissapointed - with myself.

I have done bloody well Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday but not the other days. So I only had a 200gm loss - I know a loss is a loss but Im still angry with myself - makes for a REALLY next couple of weeks!

Yesterday was awesome, after work I met Brooke at the netball courts and we got straight into it. We did exactly what we did at training on Wednesday 3 x suicuide runs. For those that dont know what they are you start at the base line of the court run to the first line, back to the base, then to the second line then back to base, then to the 3rd line (which seems like a mile away) and then back to base. We did that 3 times overall at the start, but the first 2 times through we did 2 burpys (do you know what they are)? at EVERY line. Man it was hard work. So it was 14 burpies per suicide run and we did 2 lots of that so that is 48 and then a straight running suicide run.

Once we did that we did some work with the ball it was great, we really pushed each other hard! The sweat was dripping off us, man it felt awesome! We did that for quite a while, then did ANOTHER set of suicuide runs - but this time it was 4 sets. First set was straight running, then the second set was like the burpys one BUT instead of burpys we did 5 situps at every line, next one was straight running and the finial suicide run was with the burpys - damn hard work! But wow it was awesome, felt so good.

So then I was mad and went and played a game of netball AFTER all of that lol. And got taken out by my BITCH of a partner - she was so rough. Anyway I was knackered but kept going knowing that I wouldnt have a good loss this week (well I have if you count it from Monday because on Monday I weighed and I had gone back up to 74.5)!

My god my body is sore today, my thighs my tummy muscles (didnt realise I had them) my arms, my bum you name it it is bloody sore - but good sore though!

Weightloss chart updated:
12th June - 90kgs

19th June - 87.8kgs - Loss 2.2kgs - Total loss 2.2kgs

26th June - 86.3kgs - Loss 1.5kgs - Total loss 3.7kgs
3rd July - 84.6kgs - Loss 1.7kgs - Total loss 5.4kgs

10th July - 83.9kgs - Loss .700gms - Total loss 6.1kgs
17th July - 83.7kgs - Loss .200gms - Total loss 6.3kgs

24th July - 83.5kgs - Loss .200gms - Total loss 6.5kgs

I know I can do this!

23rd July - Thighs are sore!

Man my thighs are sore from last night! But its a good sore!

I just did 17 burpys before at morning tea lol. Im going to try and do another 17 at lunch and then 17 at afternoon tea.

I HAVE to get to 78 by Aussie, and the way I was going this week it wasnt going to happen. So something changed in me on Tuesday and Ive been really good since then.

I just have to do this, I HAVE to.

Netball tonight, but its a sucky 8.45 game. Oh well, least its exercise right?

And Brooke and I are going to do the shuttle runs tonight so that will be good too.

So I hope I have a little loss this week, I know it wont be great since I was slack Friday-Monday! So that is only 3 days I have been good for - that is terrible. I only have 4 weeks to go so I have to pull finger.

22nd July - Netball training

Ugh I think AF is on her way - but thats ok maybe thats why Ive been eating so bad? Lol.

I told Lisa our netball coach that I think we need a rark up - and MAN did she work us last night! It was good though, felt absolutly buggered, felt like I couldnt go on - but I did! Im a little sore today but not too bad. She made us do suicide runs (do you know what I mean by those) and at every line we had to do 2 burpys - omg they are what killed me! My thighs where jelly! Anyway we had to do that through twice and then on the 3rd time through we just ran it no burpys but the last line was a sprint. Man it was hard. Shes going to get us to do it every week now and hopefully it will improve our fitness! Brooke and I are going to go do it tomorrow after work, I want to try and do it 3 times a week, including training so surely that will help?!

I wondering if I should show more people this blog, because I feel like I am getting slack with updating everyday?

Since its only Megs that reads now, oh and Brooke are you there Brooke? I showed her this the other day, but dont know if she saved it. Hi Brookey if your there - now this woman Brooke has done AMAZING with her weightloss - like lost 30kgs or something crazy. Amazing!

21st July - Starting today

So today is the day - Im ready to start again and to start being better with food!

Why oh why do I be so good and then go and stuff it all up?

E are you out there?!

20th July - Tax day

I hate tax day - enough said.

19th July - Great day

Had an awesome day today, we went to Riccarton Mall and had a wee spend up, came home had Lisa round and watched the netball semi - well that kind of sucked because I wish they won but never mind.

Need a HUGE kick up the butt food wise, motivation wise and MONEY wise!

HELP!

18th July - Netball

Well we lost - again. Lol. Why do I always say that?!

Going to Mum and Dad's for tea tonight to watch the rugby dont really have a lot else to report really!

17th July - Weigh in day!

Well I dont really deserve it but I managed to lose 200gms, totally doesnt do it for my 900gm target though does it!

All I can say is thank god I didnt PUT on!

I need to pull finger! Any advice?

Esther - are you still reading?

Weightloss chart updated:
12th June - 90kgs
19th June - 87.8kgs - Loss 2.2kgs - Total loss 2.2kgs
26th June - 86.3kgs - Loss 1.5kgs - Total loss 3.7kgs

3rd July - 84.6kgs - Loss 1.7kgs - Total loss 5.4kgs
10th July - 83.9kgs - Loss .700gms - Total loss 6.1kgs

17th July - 83.7kgs - Loss .200gms - Total loss 6.3kgs

16th August - Dentist

Ugh I have lost a bit of my tooth and had to go get a filling, they ended up doing 2 because there was another small hole beside the one that I lost - ended up costing me $230 all up - ouch.

PLUS I still have a bit more work to be done. I have been putting the other side off for SO long, but I know I have a small hole there too - so I really should just go and bite the bullet and get it done eh?

I brought a TV yesterday for our bedroom it was half price down to $349 its a flatscreen 21 inch and has a built in DVD player and I LOVE it!

Had an awesome game of netball tonight we were up by 1 at half time and then with 5 minutes to go we were down by 4 (I went and asked the scorer what the score was) and all of a sudden it just pushed a button in my head I DID NOT want to lose to this team again and it was all go - and we ended up winning by 2! I was rapt! I wish I played all the time like I did in that last 5 minutes!

15th August - Need a kick up the butt NOW

Help me girls - Ive lost ALL my motivation :(

AND I have been so bad at eating and buying whatever that I have got myself in debt on my credit card of $70! WTF?! Im so angry with myself.

HELP!

14th July - Still sick

This is just not cool, I need to get better FAST.

13th July - 6 weeks to go

So 6 weeks today I'll be on my way there - its coming around so fast!

After the terrible weekend I jumped on the scales today - and I have put on 600gms since Friday! Yes 600! I was 84.5 - that doesnt really help me to get to my goal does it!

So just trying to decide now weither to make my goal the 70's or 78 for when I go to Brisbane. I have 6 weeks hmm, I want to get to my target because I REALLY want a Wii, but then I dont want to make it to easy - hmm what do you think?

Duffy is so cute at the moment, shes just so beautiful! She was really concerned about us yesterday it was so sweet!

Other netball semi is on tonight but its on at 9pm which sux, especially when your sick. Hmm not sure what to do there.

So thats the go Im back up to 84.5 and feeling crap, absolut crap and cant see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Ps/ Im going home now from work, need to put my head down its so sore.

12th July - Still sick

Spent pretty much all day today either in bed or on the couch - feeling like abosolut crap. I watched the netball today and even that was crap.

Havent been eating that well because Ive just been eating what I feel like really which isnt good!

Im so guttered about Starlight Express, I keep thinking of the positives though - we sold the tickets for $80 so there is now $80 more in my savings and it wasnt MammaMia - now hold would I feel if I couldnt go to MammaMia - actually I dont want to think about it!

11th July - Guttered

Absolutly guttered we are both sick and have to sell our tickets for tonight for Starlight Express - nothing else to say Im guttered.

10th July - *Update* Comparrasion Shots

Can you tell which is which?

10th July - Weigh in day!

Well Im a bit lucky then arent I! I dont really feel like I have lost, but I must have because clothes are definately loser than last week, even though I havent lost my 900gms target - Im still on track for my "main goal" of getting into the 70's for Australia.

I have also decided that if I do real my goal - I am going to buy a Wii over there. They are cheaper than here so that is definately a good target. Im just deciding weither I should make my goal just the 70's or make it 78 like I originally hoped for. If I did make that my goal then I would have to lose just under a kilo every week for the next 6 weeks. Hmm ideas?

Im feeling pretty crappy today though, even though I lost. Ive got a sore throat and a sore head and just feel blah. I really hope I get better by tomorrow because were going to Starlight Express and I am SO excited about that!

Im thinking of changing my weigh in day to a Monday, just because I leave for Aussie on a Monday - again ideas there too? What day is "best" to weigh in?

Weightloss chart updated:

12th June - 90kgs

19th June - 87.8kgs - Loss 2.2kgs - Total loss 2.2kgs

26th June - 86.3kgs - Loss 1.5kgs - Total loss 3.7kgs
3rd July - 84.6kgs - Loss 1.7kgs - Total loss 5.4kgs

10th July - 83.9kgs - Loss .700gms - Total loss 6.10kgs

23rd July - *Update* Photo time

Taken today week 4 - muffin top!

Taken today, I havent worn these jeans in AGES!

Taken today

Last week - Week 3

Last week - week 3

Last week - week 3

9th July - I need a kick up the butt

Ok I thought I was having a pretty good week, but when I look back I dont think I am. I have kind of lost a bit of motivation? And I so dont know why!

I think maybe because I had a badish week but it still dropped off me, so I have slackened off a bit. And a couple of pairs of pants that didnt fit are now fitting - ones even lose now! So yeah I admit I have slackened off.

I have had a couple of comments lately about my weightloss which is great, but I cant help but think about them - one was from my brother and it seems so weird that he noticed (last time I lost 15kgs he didnt notice lol) so I think maybe his wife put him up to it - although I havent told her Im losing so maybe I should just take it on board what he said and so what if she put him up to it at least she noticed right?! It could all be in my head too though he might genuinely have noticed?!

Im still feeling crap today, sore throat and runny nose is the worst - and man Im tired even though we went to bed at 8pm last night!

Netball tonight which is good because its my first bit of exercise this week! Naughty eh.

So I dont think there will be any weight loss for me this week, I certainly dont feel like I have lost anything.

And I feel GUTTERED.

I need to pick myself up - NOW.

HELP!

8th July - Money money money

Comparison photos

Im so rapt Dad gave me a bonus for getting my budgets etc and it was a $240 prezzy card to spend in Australia Im rapt! It all helps!

Feeling a bit crappy today, have a sore throat and sore head - hopefully it doesnt come to anything! My baby nephew - although hes 9 now (I did put 8 then had to rethink) has got Swine Flu. I cant beleive it it just seems so weird having someone you know have it?!

Been a bit of a nothing week really I dont have netball training tonight and no game Saturday as its school holidays, REALLY should go do some exercise tonight though, but I feel crappy so hmmm...

Ive lined the photos up over the last 5 weeks, hopefully you can see some changes?! In the last 2 I am wearing the same jeans, so I think you can tell in the last picture that they are definately more baggier. Although for true comparison photos you should be wearing the same clothes shoudlnt you, hmm might get one taken tomorrow wearing what I was wearing in the first one.

7th July - The netball

I am SO tired, when I got home from the netball last night I stayed up to watch another game of netball because it was a do or die game. The Firebirds where playing the Fever and if the Firebirds won by more than 10 then it ment that the Steel would be knocked out of 4th place meaning no semifinal for them next week - the firebirds where up by 7 with 15 minutes to go - BUT only won by 2, so that means the Steel are in the semis - Im so excited.

The netball was great last night really enjoyed it, Temepara George is just bloody amazing. I was kind of cheering for her as well as Canterbury - just because she is just so damn good. I hope she gets in the Silver Ferns - surely she will?!

Ugh I think I have another coldsore. I have put cream on it and fingers crossed it doesnt come to anything but man its sore. I HATE the bastards.

Nothing really planned for today just REALLY need an early night!

Eating has been ok but really needs to improve! Have only got 3 days until weigh in and NEED that 900gms so time to pull finger!

5th July - Hungover

My head hurts. Really hurts. I dont have a lot to say really got up at lunchtime and my head hurts.

Managed to go get the groceries and thats about it really!

Duffy has been SUPER cuddly today she really missed us yesterday and last night!

I have been pretty good eating wise, although last night wouldnt have done me any favours!

4th July - Bustrip night

What a day - had netball at 9am OUCH! And lost - again. Oh well, we started off great but lost it in the 2nd half - again. Always next week eh! Thats what we always say though - again lol.

Went for a massage at 10.30 man it was pure bliss absolut bliss. Wanted it to last way longer than it did though!

So the bustrip - what a night. God I had fun! I ended up going as Lara Croft ie Tomb Raider. I even got my hair done in a french plait! I had the guns even! It was great fun. Lisa didnt know who to go as at all, so at 5pm we were at the Warehouse trying to find her a costume, in the end she got Pjamas and went as Holly from Girls of the Playboy Mansion! People thought she was Bridget Jone's Diary though - so she changed to her halfway through lol. We had a great night and went to some great and some dodgy bars. Ended up getting dropped off at Baracoutas in the end was going to go to the Kaik but I knew that Dean might still be at Baracoutas and there was a great band playing there so Lisa and I stopped there and sure enough Dean was there so was great to have a dance with him etc. A great night and we just walked home - it was perfect! I LOVED being in flat shoes! It was perfect danced ALL night, walked home and didnt have sore feet - bliss.

Hate to think how my heads going to be tomorrow though...

3rd July - Weigh in day!

Whoooooho I cracked the 85 mark!

Im just so rapt on my weightloss - although Im a bit lucky to have lost that much, I think it was to do with having AF and getting heavier the week before AF etc. Oh well I'll take the loss though and just work extra hard to have another good loss next week!

I cant believe how well Im doing - Im so proud of myself, breakfast everyday soup or baked beans etc for lunch everyday - and my god Im saving SO much money from not buying my lunch!

So Im really on track for my target of 78 for Australia. It was 79.9 but I want to make that aim 78 now, if not then DEFINATELY in the 70's.

I havent really had any comments yet and I was beginning to think that maybe it was all just water or something, but I tried on a pair of pants today that I put on a couple of weeks ago and they didnt fit - but today they did! So it MUST be real! Haha. I think maybe that because my weight has been so up and down over the last couple of years that I have to lose even more for people to notice? Maybe? Anyway once I get into the 70's then that will be the lowest Ive been since our wedding. And once I get under 78 then that will be the lowest I have been for god knows how long - so bring it on!

Weightloss chart updated:
12th June - 90kgs
19th June - 87.8kgs - Loss 2.2kgs - Total loss 2.2kgs
26th June - 86.3kgs - Loss 1.5kgs - Total loss 3.7kgs

3rd July - 84.6kgs - Loss 1.7kgs - Total loss 5.4kgs

2nd July - Exciting!

Probably get my hair cut like this again

Im so excited, Kirst and I have just booked into a dayspa for the Tuesday when Im there. Shes having a facial - and I was going to get the same - BUT it was going to cost me about $200NZ and I really couldnt justify it, soooo I came up with a great idea - a hair cut at the dayspa while she is having her facial. I was going to get my haircut before I went anyway so I would need to get it done anyway so Im not really throwing the money away - its quite a bit dearer than what I would normally pay here for a haircut - BUT they are going to do it in GHD curls afterwards and its the day we go to the concert so that will be awesome! Im really looking forward to it!

And I must say Im quite proud of myself for coming up with the decision to have the haircut instead, that way Im not missing out but not spending as much money as I could have type thing - win win situation really!

And its not like me to think like that - before this trip I would have been like yep I'll do anything and just rack it up type thing - but I am REFUSING to come back from both trips in debt - I want to go over with cash and that is it, nothing at all on credit NOTHING - fingers crossed anyway!

Tonights netball game was crap. They were SO rough and the ref was just terrible. I dont understand because she is normally a good ref, but aparently she had words with the team we played last week so maybe she was trying to get on their good side or something? I dont know but it was bullshit anyway. It was so so so rough and we were getting pulled for everything but they wernt getting pulled for ANYTHING! We were going to walk off at half time and we really should have. In the 2nd half we started giving it back a bit but it just became to dangerous so I gave my team the call and we just started throwing it. They got so shitty with us but we really didnt care it was beyond a joke. There was a couple of times our team biffed it out the back of the baseline (and I dont think it was on purpose those times) and the other team go are they trying to tell us something haha it was so funny because that was when we got the idea of "throwing" the game so that is what we did! At the end of the game they walked off going such a shame, such a shame. It was just crap. They are all 50+ so should know better! They have been together for years - they have just changed their name to FnF's - I call them the fuck n fucks.

1st July - Cold sores

Ugh coldsores are the most disgusting things out there and so painful! Thank god I had cream to put on it when I felt it come up so hopefully it doesnt come out tooo bad.

I need a kick up the bum with my weightloss, I was going so well and I have slightly fallen off the wagon this week and I dont know why!

Ive got to try really hard - I just have to be in the 70's.

The photo I have chosen is at my hens night obviously. Anyway I think I was 78kgs there - sooo that is what I could look like for when I go to Australia for Pink - in 7.5 weeks time.

Isnt it funny - at my hens night I thought I was HUGE!