17th June - Hump Day

Mum and I when the got back from Rarotonga

Well now I have made the decision with my husband of course to put off having a baby until after Britney. I dont want to be pregnant in Australia with the girls - I want to be having a great time and partying it up with them. Its only another 5 months so not to long...is it?! Nah I can do this.

Im feeling really good, really confident and have already gone down on the scales since the dreaded 90kgs mark that I hit on Friday. I am going to try and not weigh myself again until Friday though and will then let you know how I got on - whoevers reading this.

I actually feel really confident which is weird - kind of like how I felt when I started last time - long may it continue!

Breakfast has been my hugest challenge - but this time touch wood it hasnt been to bad. I am MAKING sure I have it every day - this morning was a bit of a mish, but I forced it down. So I think that is helping heaps.

Im also on a HUGE budget so I think that is helping things to. Im saving for Britney - god imagine if we dont get Britney tickets I will be devestated. Will I be able to keep up the weightloss if I dont go to Britney? I dont even want to think about that because we ARE going to Britney god damn it!

My cousin is on the huge weightloss wagon too, shes doing fantastic Im so proud of her. Its funny last year I was doing really well and she was finding it hard, now this year shes doing really well and Im finding it hard! So Im also trying really hard so that when I see her she can see how hard I have worked to - oh and how fantastic I look lol.

12 sleeps to go until tickets come on sale - SURELY I'll get some?! Please!

So this is the most recent photo it was taken last week. I look semi ok weight wise - but I have the camera fooled because Im behind the kitchen bench haha.