27th June - Maria

Its been 7 years since my best friend past away, still quite hard to believe really. I went and saw her at the grave - but I hate going there. I just remember seeing her looking so peacefull in her coffin the day before her funeral, then the next day getting lowered into the ground, I just cant get the image out of my head when they lowered her into the ground - thats why I hate going there. But it was good to go, her headstone does look great and her parents always have her plot looking nice - but I still hate going and I feel I dont have to go there to remember her or think about her. Feeling a bit down about it, AF has just arrived which makes it worse, but I just need to think of the good times because there was a hell of a lot of those!

We lost netball - again. I dont know what is happening to our team this year, every game we come out like we are asleep then do a full 360 in the last half and play like we should! But today was the opposite came out firing - then nothing. Its getting really dissapointing! Were kind of having a season like the Swifts!

Anyway moving on, going to the rugby tonight cant wait! Its going to be so damn cold but it will be worth it. Im definately taking my camera!

2 sleeps to go!

(Photo to come)